*haiz*...tired,tired,tired...penat seh ....sape ckp duduk uma tk penat?i tink its more tiring being a full-time housewife...if i could make a choice,i'll rather go out to work...but wat to do...ank2 tkde org nk jaga...at least,penat kt work,alik da leh rest...bt nw...the work seems to b neverending....cuma d reward dat i'll get is to watch my 2 darlings grow up in front of me....at times,i feel stressful taking care of 2 kids on my own..mmg la kdg2 org ckp baru 2 ank,bt its a different thing when they r in front of ur eyes every single minute...take things in my stride,i must say..raya is juz round the corner....xcited la...ada new addition 2 our family..baju raya pn da beli.....yay!!!da jad mcm kakak plak xcited bt at d same time......sad.....abah is no longer wif us...slalu raya,jmp abah bag lauk,bag kuih raya bt nw.....give to mak je.....miss him so...if only he was still wif us then bleh tgk elfi...juz d other day,i felt like he was here wif me...perasaan ke apa pn tk tau la....bt i really felt his presence.....tried to go to sleep bt unsuccessful...al-fateha to arwah abah.....can't bear to think of celebrating dis raya without him.....
