saving a relationship..

seems dat i juz can't let go..or is it bcause i'm nt ready to let dis marriage come to an end....im too used with him by my side...i hate myself for loving him,bt i've decided to gif him this last chance on one condition dat he turn up for the counselling session..i do wan him to change nt juz 4 me bt 4 himself too...mayb d mistakes lies wif both of us...we do really need a third party to save dis marriage..by d way,went for elfi's appointment @ d poly wif him and fiqa..everyting is well wif

elfi...alhamdulillah...after dat we went to toa payoh as he said he wanted to hv breakfast wif us as a family...went to KFC for breakfast...and then we jln2 ard dat area...reach hm @ 3...ya allah,open up my heart for him again...he sticks on me juz like a tattoo....