cm mane ni?can't get to sleep yesterday...slept @ 3am...had a big fight...im still nt sure wat to do anymore.....so confused,angry,frustrated....why do i feel like leaving him 4 good...tap tk tahu eh if i were 2 gif him another chance,will he really change 4 gd?i noe dat not everybody is perfect but its nt perfect dat im looking 4...i only want him to understand dat i hv feelings too....im nt supposed 2 b treated like dirt....given him too many chances...should dis b d last 1?i do love him and still do but anger is taking over rite nw....i can't bear looking @ my 2 kids...should they suffer bcause of us?or should i juz b d 1 to suffer in silence?its frustrating enuf as it is....sympathy?dats wat my feeling is 4 him rite nw....
masalah yg di hadapi ni, bukan lah seberat mane.... igt lah pd org yg lebih besar dugaan nye....
ReplyDeletemasalah ni bukan nye ape na, dia bukannya kaki pompan ke ape ke. dia cume ade ATTITUDE problem. dan aku tahu kadang kala tu ATTITUDE dia tu mmg lah menduga kan kesabaran kita.... aku lebih mengalami nya dari kau... cus dari kecik aku dgn dia. aku dah tahu sangat da....
cume lah kau bayang kan satu hari nanti bile kau bgn, dia dah tkde lagik... ape kah perasaan kau? sama juga utk dia.
dia action je lebih. he always say, but never do. action speak louder than WORDS! kalau dia tk peduli kan kau dan anak2, tkkn dia nak nangis about this. and takkan he would want to ever ambek elfie and fiqa and kiss them... bapa mane yg tk sayang anak... (untuk kes aku, lain na!! ahahahah)
sekian, wassalam.
bertemu lagik nana....
aku dgr bkn sedih tau tap nk ketawa...hahaha...aku tau aku pn tk bleh lpskn dia...and i noe dat he also feels d same way...im trying to save dis marriage...hopefully he will go 4 d counselling session ya...
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